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I wanna do a lot of things. I want to try photography, take more art classes, do yoga, journalism, do gymnastics for cheerleading, and learn how to actually play lacrosse. Oh, and make my boyfriend a happy person and give people hope. Because I don’t do that. But I can’t do all these things. It’s frustrating.

Sometimes, I feel like you’re just so sad that you don’t have time for me. Or you’re so sad because you have too much time for me. Or you’re just sad and you shouldn’t have time for me because I make you sad. I don’t want you to suffer for me, I want you to be happy with me. It sucks so much. I want you to be happy.

Going to a counselor at school weekly like yeah.

Gonna figure us out like yeah.

Gonna figure me out like yeah.

Love you like yeah.

But you’re so unhappy like yeah.

It makes me unhappy like yeah.